Just a Random Thought

From a random girl

It's been a while since I wrote something here, I am fully stuffed with college and beauty thingies, especially my undergraduate thesis *finger cross*.

But, I feel that it would be a waste if I didn't write my random thought of the day here kkkk *who's gonna read this anyway*.

Facing Jakarta's traffic jam, alone, gives me sometime to think about anything that came across my mind, and this morning I was contemplating about the difference between smandel's boys and other boys.

I am not someone who embrace gender equality, feminism and whatsoever. In my opinion boys and girls were created different and we should just accept that. I do think that boys/men/males are there to protects us the girls/women/females. They are not more superior than us, nor us to them, but I mean just accept the fact that we are created different.

I am someone who use a lot the "I am a girl" excuse in many circumstances kkkk. In smandel a.k.a sman 8 Jakarta, a place where I  spent a wonderful 3 years of high school life, I joined organization which consist of more boys than girls.

Okay karena ini bagian curhatnya jadi pake bahasa indonesia -yg sayangnya belum baik dan benar- aja ya biar lebih seru. Jadi gw ngerasa di SMA itu gw dimanja banget sama para cowok2nya, gak dimanja juga sih but I can count on them, emang sih mereka kadang suka jail, but most likely mereka itu gentle, dimulai dari hal2 sekecil bantu ngebawain tas, ngasih tempat duduk, pindah ke sisi darimana mobil dateng kalo nyebrang, dipinjemin jaket kalo kedinginan,nemenin pulang, memastikan gw naik kendaraan yg benar, dan banyak hal2 kecil yg dulu mungkin gw anggap biasa aja tapi skrg gw baru sadari kalo itu gw kangenin haha, gw merasa dilindungi dan dihargai aja sebagai cewek.

Sekarang, bukannya cowok2 yg gw kenal ga gentle sih, but I just miss those little things yg tanpa gw sadari seringkali ga gw temuin dari kebanyakan temen2 cowok lain haha. Terus gw mikir apa ya yg bikin beda, and tiba2 gw keinget kaderisasi subsi, saat kader subsi dan LKS, ditekenin banget kalo cowok2 itu harus care sama cewek2nya, harus ngelindungin cewek2nya, dan yg cewek jg harus bantu dan kasih semangat ke yg cowok2, dan gw baru mikir kalo mungkin itu yg ngebuat beda, tanpa kita sadari mgkn apa yg diajarin pd saat kader itu bener2 melekat sama diri kita, tp karena itu hal yg normal dan simple aja sebenernya jadi kita gak terlalu ngeh, gw pun sbnrnya gak ngeh2 banget sih, entah angin apa yg tiba2 bikin gw ngeh. Mungkin krn kemaren pas gw lg sibuk dan butuh bantuan ga ada cowok yg inisiatif bantuin sampe harus disindir dulu, udah disindir pun yg cewek yg bantu bukan yg cowok, dan setelah gw pikir2.... pas gw ga kebagian tempat duduk ga ada atau jarang ada cowok yg ngalah, atau pas bawaan gw banyak bgt ga ada yg otomatis ngulurin tangannya, dan gw belom pernah sekalipun dipinjemin jaket haha pun gw kadang ngeluh kedinginan, apalagi digendong :p

Gw gatau sih skrg kader di 8 kayak gimana, tapi gw berharap value2 kayak gitu tetap melekat di anak2 8, cause even the smallest and simplest things do count.

Huwaa jd kangen sma :(